Breaking Out of My Reading Slump

I have hinted at this in a few posts throughout the year, but I have been struggling to find the motivation to read. I tried to read two books that I was looking forward to, but couldn’t get past the first fifty pages. I haven’t been in a reading slump this bad since 2012 when I went off to college. It’s sad because I do love to read and I will always love to read, but I just haven’t been feeling it. I find that I have been listening to music late at night and then once I’m tired, I don’t want to read, and instead end up going to bed. I contemplated what to do next and I found a few ways that I think will help encourage me to start reading again on a regular basis. I wanted to share a few things that I will be doing to help break my reading slump.

Keeping Up-to-Date with Booktubers

There are a few booktubers and book bloggers that I follow. However, I noticed that for several months, I hadn’t been keeping up with their content. This is one of the best ways that get book recommendations. I took a few hours to get caught up and it helped spark that interest to read. I added quite a few books to my TBR on Goodreads as a result. I think I need to get back into keeping up with their content because I think it helps to look forward to new books to read.

As far as who I follow, I like Riley Marie and Merrily Kristin. Their book recommendations do occasionally blend together. However, I find that Riley will recommend more smut and darker books while Kristin will recommend more graphic novels, manga, and fantasy. For book blogs, I like Nerdy by Nature. I used to use a blog tracking website, where I could follow blogs and see new posts. I ended up discontinuing this since the site would only work half the time. Therefore, I ended up not reading Nerdy By Nature’s new posts. I have the site bookmarked now, so I can read her new posts every week.

Using my Local Library

I keep forgetting that my local library has an app. It’s neat because I can request a hold on a book and it shows me where I’m at in the queue to be able to pick it up. I have four things on hold right now. The one downside to this is the more popular a book is, the harder it is to get it. For example, I have A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder by Holly Jackson on hold and I’m 21 in the queue meaning 20 other people are ahead of me before I get to read it. It’s worth putting holds on popular books a few months in advance since it will take a while to get to me.

I’m going to move the library app to the first page on my phone to remind myself to use it more.

Listening to My Mood

In 2022, I did a lot of planning on what books I would read and at what time. This year, I have been letting myself pick books based on what mood I’m in. If I’m in the mood for a thriller then I read a thriller. If I’m in the mood for a romance, then I read romance. I haven’t been doing as much planning which I think will work for the rest of this year.

I do like pre-planning my books, but I think I just need a break on that for now.

Being Strict on Putting Books Down if I’m not Enjoying Them

When I pick up a book to read, sometimes I find that I try to force myself through the book. This has contributed to my reading slump because if I’m not enjoying the book then I don’t read it. I have been trying to be more strict on this where if I’m not enjoying a book or I’m not in the mood to read a book, to simply put it down and move on to something else. This I think will help in finding books that I’m looking forward to reading and donating any books that I didn’t enjoy.

I feel rejuvenated! I think I have a strategy to get back into reading and refocus on books that I am genuinely excited to read. I hope to share more book-related content soon.

Stray (2022)

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I had been avoiding playing Stray, the game that centers around an orange tabby, for a while. As a cat lover, I don’t do well with animal death and I was concerned that I wouldn’t be able to get through the game. My husband didn’t know that and ended up buying me a copy of Stray with my new PS5. Since my husband bought it, I wanted to at least give the game a chance. Stray was one of the best video games I have ever played and I’m glad that I played it.

As a side note, I did want to bring up a slight spoiler right away. The cat does not die in the story. Yes, there might be a time when the cat dies during an action sequence, but in the actual story, the cat lives. There are two moments where the cat is seen limping due to an injury. I’m not going to lie, I did start tearing up at the first one. However, these moments are short-lived. I would recommend looking up the story before playing Stray to make sure the game is for you, but that was my experience playing Stray.

Stray centers around an unnamed orange tabby cat. The orange cat is walking along with its friends when a pipe breaks and it drops to the street below. After crawling to safety, the cat enters a city that seems abandoned and desolate. As the cat is forced to flee from Zurks (orange, blood-sucking leeches), the cat meets a robot named B-12. The cat frees B-12 and is hooked to a harness where B-12 becomes the cat’s companion. The cat and B-12 work together to open the city up to the sunlight after a plague forces the city to quarantine.

Playing as a cat is amusing. I kept pressing the circle button to allow the kitty to meow and it was entertaining. Maneuvering the kitty throughout the game was easy. There would be an X notification that would prompt the player to have the kitty hop up on a banister, pipe, or table. I liked the trophies. One trophy included meowing 100 times, or another trophy could be unlocked by jumping onto a table and ruining a game that the robots were playing. The trophy list was chaotic which I think was fitting for playing a cat.

The aesthetic of the game is haunting. The city feels creepy and lonely. There’s an aura of darkness throughout the levels which I think added to the experience of playing Stray. I don’t normally pay attention to the music or the soundtrack in a game, but I loved the accompanying music. There were moments when a certain change in music would play and I’d be like “Uh oh… now what.”

As mentioned earlier, this game pulls at the heartstrings. Towards the end of the game, I was SOBBING. The type of crying where I just couldn’t stop. My husband came downstairs and had to ask me if I was okay and I couldn’t even get the words out. I don’t recall ever playing a video game where I was this emotional. I have no regrets because it was such a great game but be warned.

Stray was one of the best games I have ever played. The only downside is I can’t find any Stray merch. I want an orange kitty / B-12 figure to place on my desk at work, but I can’t find one anywhere. I did bookmark a few Stray magnets that I found on Redbubble to purchase for later. If anyone knows where I can find some Stray merch, let me know in the comments below.

Gen Con is Finally Here!

By the time this post is live, I will be at Gen Con! It’s surreal because even though I’m leaving this week, it doesn’t feel like Gen Con is actually here. Gen Con is easily one of the best conventions that I have ever been to and I know that no matter what, I will have a blast while I’m there. I wanted to share a few things that I’m looking forward to about attending Gen Con this year.

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Cosplay

I will be bringing three cosplays with me. I will share pictures once Gen Con is over. The nice thing is that only one of the cosplays that I’m bringing will require a wig.

Food & Drink

Gen Con hosts a block party right outside the convention center. There are so many food trucks that are packed right outside. Sun King is the official brewery sponsor at Gen Con and they will have an outdoor beer garden open throughout most of the convention. HotBox Pizza has a Gen Con pizza called “The Queen’s Hambit” that I definitely want to try.

TTRPGs! (Table-Top Roleplaying Games)

It will be a jam-packed four days of gaming. I have a few events throughout the days, but I tried really hard to keep my schedule open. Open time is great for panels, browsing the dealer’s room, and wandering around at the block party. I’m planning on bringing a few of my dice sets, my dice rolling tray, and a notebook to take notes of all my sessions.

Spending Time with My Brother

My brother is coming with me again this year. I don’t get to see my brother as much as I should, so this is going to be a great way to spend time together. With Indianapolis being a 9 1/2 hour car ride, I’m sure we will run out of things to talk about.

I can’t wait to be at Gen Con this year!

New PS5 – Happy Birthday to Me!

My birthday was a few weekends ago. It was pretty low-key, I spent the time around family and went golfing with a friend. Throughout the week leading to my birthday, my husband was hyping up the present that he got for me. He kept saying how much I would love it. On my actual birthday, he encouraged me to open my present first thing in the morning. I was shocked to see that my husband bought me a Playstation 5!!!!! I was so excited because I wasn’t expecting it.

[Image is of a white rectangular box with the Playstation logo on the top left corner. It's my new PS5]

I had mentioned to my husband that eventually, I would need to upgrade to the PS5 considering that Marvel’s Spider-Man 2 is being released in October. I didn’t actually think that he would purchase the PS5 for me. Besides the PS5, he also bought me Stray, the game starring the orange tabby cat. I completed Stray within a few days and I was sobbing! My review for Stray will be posted shortly.

[Image is of a TV with an orange cat on it. Below the TV is a cat looking up at the animated cat with a lot of interest]

As far as other games, I do want to play Jedi Survivor along with Spider-Man 2. It was nice because I was able to transfer my saved data from my PS4 to my PS5, so I can replay Marvel’s Spider-Man on my PS5 which is convenient. I jokingly told my husband that I will be hogging the TV for a long time.

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Imagine Dragons Concert – Twin Cities Summer Fest

Minnesota is known for its harsher winters, but our summers here are perfect. If there’s one thing that I love to do in summer, it’s going to see live music outside. TC Summer Fest is an outdoor music concert held at Target Field where the Minnesota Twins play. On Friday, The Killers were the headliner and on Saturday, Imagine Dragons was playing. My husband went to both concerts while I only went to see Imagine Dragons. I don’t know every Imagine Dragons song and I wouldn’t say I’m their biggest fan, but they put on a great show.

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The fun part about TC Summer Fest was that there was live music playing all day. While many chose to show up for Imagine Dragons only, there were other acts going on throughout the day. One of our friends was looking forward to seeing Talk who I knew nothing about. If I had to gauge my favorite act (besides Imagine Dragons), I think it would have to be Chelsea Cutler. I knew nothing about her before her act, but I felt she was vibing with the crowd.

Imagine Dragons took the stage at 9:40 PM ish. I completely forgot how many songs Imagine Dragons has. They played most of their well-known songs with a few songs I had never heard of before. The crowd was energized and looking around the stadium, people held up their phones with their flashlights on. It was cool to see a sea of white light during the set.

It’s funny, I didn’t take that many pictures throughout the concert. I know a few people nearby us would record the concert, but I tend not to do that. I would rather enjoy the concert in real-time and I find when I record it, I don’t actually end up re-watching it. Plus the audio is nowhere near as good as being at the venue, so what’s the point.

I haven’t been to a concert in a while, so I was reminded of how much I enjoy being around friends and listening to good music.

The Umbrella Academy Vol #1: Apocalypse Suite

[Image is a graphic novel cover. It shows a woman in white with black outlining playing a violin. In the middle it says "The Umbrella Academy Apocalpyse Suite" by Gerard Way & Gabriel Ba]

I started watching The Umbrella Academy earlier this year and it quickly became one of my favorite shows. As a comic book reader, it’s been a blast seeing more stories being adapted into shows or films. I personally have never heard of The Umbrella Academy before watching the show. I found the first volume at a comic book store and decided to give it a shot. This is an example instance in which I think the show is much better than the source material.

The Umbrella Academy focuses on this extraordinary event where 47 children are born on the exact same day even though the women showed no previous signs of pregnancy. Reginald Hargreeves adopts seven of these children and names them “The Umbrella Academy” The children show signs of having powers with Vanya being the odd one out. Reginald harps on her that she isn’t special and has no special abilities. As the children grow up, they resent Reginald for bringing them together and they go their separate ways. The group is reunited when Reginald passes away. One of the children, codenamed Number Five, travels through time and discovers an apocalypse that will bring the world to an end. He tries to rally the other Umbrella Academy members into helping to prevent this apocalypse.

As mentioned, this is one of the few times where I feel the show is better than the source. The graphic novel in many ways feels messy. Most of the children don’t stand out from each other. Watching the show helped fill the gaps that the graphic novel had which I wasn’t expecting. I think the graphic novel focuses heavily on action and showcasing the children’s powers while the show builds on how the powers affected them individually which I think was more interesting to watch.

I will say that I do like the art and the alternate covers. I think it fits into the aesthetic that Gerard Way was going for when he wrote the story. I did like the story, but I wish it would have been longer, so each child in The Umbrella Academy had their time to shine and that didn’t happen.

I don’t have any regrets about reading The Umbrella Academy as I’m a big fan of the show. I do plan on reading the whole series just to say that I read them, however, I think the series can be skipped as the show does an excellent job summarizing the crucial plot points. I rated The Umbrella Academy five stars based on my love for the show, but I think as a standalone, I would rate The Umbrella Academy three and a half stars on Goodreads.

The Epic Battle Against Strahd – Curse of Strahd

[Image features a a dark forest with mist. In the center is a woman looking menacingly. She is holding her rapier.]

I had this post in my drafts for a while. Since January 2022, I have been playing in a semi-weekly campaign at Bad Wolf Adventure Studios. During that time, I grew attached to my character, Levenia, the half-elf Blood Hunter. While I have played TTRPGs, I feel like this was a new experience for me. I never reached a point where I felt a connection to the character that I was playing. Creating and crafting Levenia, I really liked playing as her. She’s fiercely intelligent, able to hold her own in combat, and at times, has been in peril where I genuinely wasn’t sure how she was going to survive. Last month, our group began the tumultuous battle against Strahd and I wanted to share how the battle went.

Our group began the session by defeating Rahadin, Strahd’s right-hand guard. Rahadin is an evil character, arguably eviler than Strahd since Rahadin helped Strahd slaughter the other female Dusk Elves. It was made aware to our group that Strahd may have the capability of bringing Rahadin back to life, so the situation became a “now or never” to take on Strahd once and for all.

Our group used our knowledge of Ravenloft to make a decision to travel to the top of one of the towers in Ravenloft. Sure enough, Strahd was there and our battle began. As a side note, my hands were so sweaty, I don’t think I have ever been more nervous to play a session of DnD before. Our cleric used the “Holy Symbol of Ravenkind” which is extremely powerful. The holy symbol can create sunlight for ten minutes which is a must-have for taking on a vampire. Strahd quickly became annoyed and ripped the amulet out of our cleric’s hands and threw it down the stairs. Rude. I came in with the “Sunsword” which is the closest thing to a lightsaber in Barovia. Levenia kept stabbing Strahd which worked great since the Sunsword deals extra damage to undead creatures. Strahd being super annoyed, ripped the Sunsword out of my hand as well.

Strahd quickly disappeared and began climbing higher up the tower. Our group raced after him. As we did, we noticed that we were at the top of the tower. Behind Strahd was this massive bird called “The Roc of Mount Ghakis”. Roc’s are massive birds in DnD and can be a real threat especially since we are on top of a tower and could be knocked off at any point. Our cleric pulled a quick move by utilizing “Divine Intervention”. Divine Intervention is an action in which our cleric could call upon The Raven Queen (or another deity) to act in a time of need. Having a gigantic bird acting as a servant to a Vampire feels like it fits this definition. Our DM rolled for us and it worked!! The Raven Queen appeared and pulled the Roc into a portal. Our group cheered because we did not think it would work and having to fight off an additional creature would have made this battle much more difficult.

After seeing The Raven Queen help, we returned to Strahd. Strahd did throw one of our allies off the tower which sucked since she’s a Barbarian / Rogue. However, we kept picking off Strahd and Levenia got the killing blow. I couldn’t believe that I was the one to take down Strahd. It was so satisfying. With Strahd’s demise, Strahd turns into mist and flew towards his coffin. If Strahd reached his coffin before we did, Strahd could be revived. It was one of those “oh shit” moments as our group ran to try and beat Strahd to his coffin. As our group approached, we realized that one of the NPCs that we brought with us, Rudolph Van Richton, permanently sealed Strahd’s coffin. Our DM revealed that since we brought Rudolph with us, he helped ensure that Strahd couldn’t be brought back to life meaning Strahd has officially been defeated. After defeating Strahd, we did have to fight a Lich, but that’s a story for a different time.

It’s bittersweet to say that Curse of Strahd is over. I have been encompassed by the story, seeing my character evolve, and seeing our group work together. Since finishing Curse of Strahd, I have had a month off from playing DnD which I think was needed. It helped solidify the memories of the final battle and allow for some time off. I am starting a new campaign this week, so I will share more about that once I know what character I will be playing and what the world will be like. I’m thankful to have discovered Bad Wolf Adventure Studios and I’m looking forward to playing more DnD in the future.

Ten Years of Cosplay and Conventions

As I was writing my recap post about CONvergence, I realized something. It’s been ten years since I started attending conventions. I second-guessed myself because ten years feels like a long time ago, but it’s true. I went to CONvergence for the first time in 2013. I initially found out about CONvergence in 2012 when my friend’s mom was planning to attend. Me and my friend decided we wanted to attend the year after. The rest is history. I wanted to share a few photos along with sharing what I hope for in the future.

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I remember being mesmerized by all the people in cosplay. It was so fun to walk around and take photos with other cosplayers. I talked with so many different people at my first con and cosplay in some ways acted as a way to help start a conversation without feeling the intimidation of talking to someone I didn’t know.

Image shows two women posing next to each other. One is brandishing a spear which is hard to see. The other has two orange prop guns pointed at her.]

Besides cosplaying as Mario, I also put together a quick Lara Croft cosplay. This felt on point since the Tomb Raider game came out that year. As I was walking around CONvergence, I saw another Lara Croft cosplayer and I was really excited. Let’s be real, this cosplayer did a much better job than I did in cosplaying Lara Croft. It was a fun memory to see someone else cosplaying the exact same character but in a completely different way.

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When I first started attending CONvergence, The Twin Cities Ghostbusters used to always make an appearance. They usually had a party room at CONvergence along with bringing their car out in the parking lot. I haven’t seen them at CONvergence in a while, but I hope they come back soon.

It’s funny looking at old photos. My first thought is how young I look! The other thing that I think about is where my mindset was at this time of my life. I had so much to learn whether that be about life in general or how I viewed myself. I’m grateful for all of the experiences I have had thus far and how I have grown as a person.

Looking into the future, I’m fully planning on cosplaying throughout the next ten years. I want to try colored contacts or body paint. Besides cosplay, there are a few conventions that I would like to attend including Emerald City Comic Con, New York Comic Con, and Dragon Con. Me and my husband have also begun having conversations about starting a family and I would love to bring my kids to conventions. Here’s to ten more years of cosplay and conventions!

CONvergence – It’s Good to Be Back

After being out of town for the 4th of July and attending a convention, I took a writing break. In a turn of events, I could attend CONvergence this year. For those who are new to Bizarre Brunette, CONvergence was the first convention I went to. CONvergence will always have a special place in my heart as being my first con but also introduced me to cosplay, conventions, and geek culture in general. I wanted to share a little recap about CONvergence along with what it was like to be back post-Covid.

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CONvergence was so fun! This year, I tabled at the Twin Cities Geek booth. I was able to connect with so many different people who came up to talk to me. I saw so many cosplayers walking by. One of the biggest things at CONvergence is ribbons which can be attached to your badge. I received so many ribbons from con-goers, I might have set a personal record.

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Besides sitting at the Twin Cities Geek booth, I also went to the party rooms. Party rooms are hotel rooms that have been turned into themed rooms. The hotel rooms often serve alcoholic beverages that are on point with the party room. The drinks are free, but it’s encouraged to tip the party room as the organizers who throw the party pay for all the booze, mixers, and set-up. One party room we went to was Doctor Who-themed. There was a “Tears of the Tardis” challenge to take a shot that was really sour. If you completed the challenge, you could earn a ribbon for your badge. I am all for adding ribbons to my badge, so I did partake. The shot was very sour, but it was worth it for the ribbon.

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CONvergence was slightly different than the other times I have attended in the past. This was the first time attending since the pandemic. It felt like nothing had changed which is a good thing. The other difference was that most of my friends that I used to go with weren’t there this year. Some friends moved away, and other friends simply couldn’t make it. I was a little nervous about finding and meeting new people. Fortunately, I ended up meeting quite a few new people and now I feel like I have a good group of people to meet up with and talk to next year.

Reflecting back on this past weekend, I realize how happy I am to have found a place within the convention scene. I feel at home and I feel like I can be myself. I’m looking forward to CONvergence next year.

First Impressions of Mighty Nein – Critical Role Campaign #2

To start off 2023, I finished Vox Machina; Critical Role’s first campaign. It was a bittersweet moment since it took me two years to watch every single episode. I felt I needed a solid break from Critical Role, so I could absorb the ending of Vox Machina. I watched a few of the one-shots at that time and focused on watching other TV shows that I fell behind on. I decided that I was finally ready to start on Mighty Nein which is Critical Role’s second campaign. I watched the first episode a few days ago and wanted to share some first impressions of the show.

As far as the characters, I think the two characters that I felt drawn to right away were Fjord (played by Travis Willingham) and Yasha (played by Ashley Johnson). Fjord has this cowboy persona with the voice that Travis chose for the character. Fjord seems to be one of the more intelligent characters within the group and it’s fun to see Travis play someone that’s vastly different from Grog. With Yasha, I liked how she is the bodyguard of sorts and she has these one-liners that are delivered with no enthusiasm which makes the whole group laugh. Also, I like how Yasha and Beau start flirting right away. I’m curious to see if that develops into something later.

The first episode primarily took place at a circus when someone from the audience turns into a zombie-like creature. I like how there’s a certain level of darkness that’s been introduced right away. Vox Machina felt like a group of adventurers goofing off in a tavern, while Mighty Nein might have more gothic undertones which is usually what I gravitate towards.

After finishing episode #1, I’m definitely invested in the campaign. Out of curiosity, I did a quick search to see how many hours the Mighty Nein campaign is. It’s only 550 hours, no big deal. Now, I have only 547 hours of content to watch, wish me luck!